I’m not one to usually take the time to write down anything (especially sexual) in my life but, considering this event was so life-altering, it’s a must. I do this not so much for the attention but, to encourage others who might be living a lie regarding their sexuality. Anyway, I hope everyone enjoys the read! I had just turned forty (but, look much younger) and saw the twins off to college. I never considered myself that adventurous sexually during my marriage as all of my fantasies involved another man, not my wife. I guess I felt obligated to “stick around” until the kids were raised in what I can best be described as an inner prison. Thankfully, I was able to live out my fantasies and watch gay porn on a regular basis in private.
I had always wanted to experiment sexually in the bedroom but, my (soon to be ex) wife would have none of it. I was infatuated with anal sex from both (no pun intended) end, giving and receiving. I truly wanted to get fucked in the ass like those gay porno stars! I can’t explain it. Perhaps, it was during my final sexual frustration stage where I would search the web and watch gay porn while my frigid wife slept. It didn’t take me long to become a real gay porn aficionado and I appreciated the gay porn websites out there that offered both erotic stories as well as the best in hardcore gay porn movies. I was quick to learn that the majority of those “free” gay tube sites suck. You get what you pay for and always chose to sign up for premium memberships on my favorite real gay porn sites easily found on Top Rated Gay Porn.
I felt the need for constant stimulation, not start and stop video clip while I masturbated. Actually, I felt the need for another man to become part of my new life. I had just moved out and was free both inside and out! I can’t describe the feeling but, “re-birth” would come pretty damn close. I started becoming more outgoing and always enjoyed a few late afternoon cold beers. I even considered joining an gay dating site but, luckily for me, it didn’t take me long to find some action! Well, the action might be overstated at first but, you’ve got to start someplace, right?
I met Marcus who was one of the up and coming realtors in the Atlanta market. I stopped by a local bar situated in an area that I wanted to live in to have for a few Happy Hour beers one afternoon. During bar conversation, I mentioned to the bartender that I was going to be in the market soon for a new house or condo. I wanted to live somewhere trendy and vibrant, perhaps trying to recapture some of the life and time that had been sucked out of me during the marriage. My timing was perfect as Marcus lived close to the bar and frequented the place regularly after work. Being a realtor, work can mean crazy hours but, I figured someone like him would be hungry for the business, etc.
As luck would have it, Marcus did indeed stop by the bar that early evening. I had a few more beers than normal but, could still function. I had no one to answer to any longer and was enjoying my freedom! The bartender was quick to introduce Marcus to me and he sat at the bar next to me while we got to know each other and talk a little real estate. I was worried, then later impressed as he didn’t take any notes during our conversation but, remembered every little detail as I described my perfect home. We exchanged phone numbers and it didn’t take long to reach out to me with three places of interest.
“Well, that didn’t take long,” I joked as Marcus set up three showings Saturday afternoon. Marcus picked me up at my extended stay hotel and off we went. I felt so at ease like I had known him all my life. As soon as we pulled up to the first home, I knew I was at my new home. The place was everything and I mean everything that I had on my wishlist, especially the backyard which screamed cookouts and outdoor entertainment. I had always wanted a swimming pool and soon was going to have one thanks to Marcus! We made an offer on the house which was accepted the following day with a little negotiation.
I was absolutely thrilled and invited Marcus to my new place as soon as I was moved in as a thank you for a job well done. Obviously, I had an ulterior motive at this point but, wanted to play it cool. I knew Marcus was gay but, I don’t think he thought of me as a potential partner, let alone a lover. I was left with little material-wise when I moved out which was OK as I wanted a quick divorce. I was what many deemed a geek and was holding my intellectual property which was going to make me a few million dollars in the software world once the ink had dried on the divorce papers. I didn’t have much in the way of furniture or decor but, I did buy a nice BBQ Grille for my backyard. Priorities you know!
Finally, I had a few items in the house and didn’t want to waste any more time inviting Marcus over for “dinner.” I prepared a manly BBQ meat-fest that was Food Network worthy. Before that, I took a long shower and cleansed my ass as I pleasured myself with visions of gay porno in my head. I sent Marcus a text and told him to come around back as I didn’t want to take my eye off the grill for a minute. I was going to blow his mind and taste buds away! Upon the first bite, it was clear that Marcus was impressed with the food and wine. Now, I hoped to impress him in another way or two before he left. As the wine bottles emptied, our conversation inevitably turned more personal. I confided in him that my marriage was a farce and that I was living a lie all those years.
“Well you don’t have to live a lie around me, Marcus offered. With that, he came around the table, then leaned over and kissed me for the first time. I was in total heaven! All the planets seemed to align from that moment on for me sexually. I nervously told him of my escape where I would watch real gay porn and he was more than OK with it. “I love to watch gay porn too,” he confided. This was almost too good to be true but, I was going to take this road as far as it would go! “So, what you like to watch gay porn-wise,” Marcus asked. Did I admit my interest in anal sex? “Seriously? Most men always want their cock sucked first. It’s rare for a potential bottom like you to hit the gay sex dating scene. Someone is going to snatch you up real fast.”
I then took the opportunity to ask Marcus if he would consider an older man? He looked rather shocked and with no hesitation said it was always a fantasy of his to hook up with an older, more mature man. We then started kissing deeply and it wasn’t long before clothes started hitting the backyard patio floor. Luckily for me, the yard was landscaped to perfection and it was nearly impossible for anyone to see what was going on, especially with the sun now setting. It was shaping up to be the perfect night. As things progressed, I explained to Marcus that I had never experience anal sex before but, wanted to work up to it soon, with the right partner that is!
I asked Marcus to join me inside before things got too crazy outside. I invited him to my bedroom where we rolled around on the bed making out. It didn’t take long for us to grab each other now hard cocks, stroking and kissing simultaneously. What a fucking rush! Marcus knew I was an amateur and gladly took the lead. His lips found my cock and I was in a different world as he sucked and stroked my cock like never before in my life. It was apparent that Marcus did indeed watch gay porn as he was putting on an GayVN Awards worthy performance! He just knew how to do everything I ever wanted to be done to me.
One thing I didn’t fully realize (in the gay sex world) was the necessity of proper lubrication. I mean, my favorite gay porn stars make it look easy taking even the largest cocks when I watch gay porn. I was so concerned about impressing Marcus and truly didn’t want to look like a man whore. Obviously, I had a lot to learn but, I knew Marcus and I could be “creative” and progress as planned! Suddenly, Marcus flipped me over and started rimming my ass with his able tongue. I had never had that done before and words can’t describe just how fucking amazing that sensation is, externally and internally. It’s so dirty in some ways which only adds to the excitement.
Before I could even try and please Marcus he asked if I was ready. I was so emotional and without words. I barely gave a nod of approval as he placed the head of his cock at the entrance of my virgin ass. Marcus had the perfect cock, just the right proportion to suck and fuck! I could feel the pressure of his manhood enter my ass little by little. The initial pain of his head passing my sphincter, subsided and turned to some minimal pleasure (it still hurt) as he rocked his cock in slowly. We both knew that I couldn’t take much more and he reluctantly withdrew his still hard member from my throbbing ass.
While it was most definitely a legitimate first attempt at anal sex, we still needed to climax. Although my man cherry was no longer fully intact, we both still wanted more. I rolled over once Marcus had exited my asshole and instinctively started stroking my cock. Marcus joined in on the action as we put on a masturbation show for each other. There was something so hot as I looked into Marcus’ eyes as he pleasured himself. I’m sure he enjoyed looking at me as well as we stroked ourselves in unison. I knew it wasn’t long before I was going to cum and could tell Marcus was not far behind. I tried to verbalize my intent on cumming but, could barely utter a word as I shot a load for the ages.
Not to be outdone, Marcus soon sprayed his load with some actually hitting my skin. We both leaned over to hug and kiss with spent cum still on our bodies. Our embrace was so passionate and welcome and I managed to whisper a “thank you” into Marcus’ ear and promised to ready my ass for next time. We both laughed a little before collapsing into each other’s arms sound asleep. I was so exhausted but, knew I had just experienced something special with someone that I could watch gay porn with and hopefully a whole lot more. Please stay tuned and bookmark Top Rated Gay Porn to stay up to date with my future “Anal Escapades!”
