Little did I know that a hot gay blowjob would bring me back full circle in regards to my admitted confused sexuality. I never really liked women when I was younger. All my friends wanted to see were ass, boobs, and pussy. Naked women, naked ladies, every single day, every single night. We all watched movies together with only one goal; to see tits. When my friends saw boobs, their dicks became hard. Honestly, I liked seeing their hard cocks better than boobs but never suggested watching gay porn instead. As they watched naked ladies, I looked at the bulges in their pants and fantasized about oral sex.
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But, I never considered myself gay. I hid behind being pansexual. I am attracted to men and women, mostly men. However, I enjoyed fucking women in their pussy and ass for quite some time. It always increased my odds of getting laid! Something is interesting when one makes love with a woman. Their vaginas turn wet, their nipples become hard. At the same time, their boobs are first soft and then tight. This is a natural process, but very interesting and sensual. Because of this transformation, I enjoyed experimenting with having sex with women when I turned twenty.
I forgot about my friend’s cocks for some time, as I had sex with numerous women. And then, one day, I met a special lady who became my wife. In the beginning, my wife was all I ever wanted in sex. She was outstanding in bed and gave me the whole package. She liked to suck my cock, and who doesn’t love to get their cocks sucked? Then, she even rimmed me. This was a new one for me, and I find asshole very sensitive to touch.
We had sex every day, and I couldn’t stop having sex with her. Every day and every night, I fucked her all over the house and in different positions and places. We had sex in a bedroom, in the bathroom, in the living room, even in the hallway. But, eventually, things became tedious, and I couldn’t get my cock hard for a female. In the beginning, I thought this is because I was exhausted and I worked so hard every day.
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I came home late at night, my wife started to suck my cock, but nothing. I couldn’t get an erection and feared erectile dysfunction. So I decided to ask for a piece of advice from my doctor. He checked everything, and the results were great. I am still a man, and my cock should work like a Swiss timepiece. But, where is the problem, why I can’t have sex with my wife again? I visit a shrink and ask him some questions. So, he started to ask questions too.
I had a very stressful job. In fact, I managed more than fifty thousand deliveries all over the country. My company has more than one hundred employees, so it’s always something. I relayed this to my shrink, and he said that this is probably the major reason why I can’t achieve an erection. But, then, he asked me if I preferred men over women? Just like that, and I started to stutter. I was sweating, and I didn’t know what to say. He asked again if I fantasized about gay sex when I made love to my wife and to other women too.
And then, everything came back to me. He was right. When I made love to a woman, I imagined that I was having gay sex with men. I pretended subconsciously that they all had dicks and balls and only this way I could make my cock hard. And then I finally realized I am gay. I am so gay, even though I hid behind my bisexual and pansexual supposed identities. How did I ever get this far? Allow me to try and explain.
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I own my own company and too busy to have a normal life like everyone else around me. I am thirty-eight years old, and I never had a hectic social life. Professional success consumed me. My sexual experience with both men and women was my outlet. Heterosexual sex was okay, but I bore easily. I never felt total sexual satisfaction with women until my wife rimmed me. Perhaps, she had awakened another gay tendency within. When we first met, we fucked like rabbits. Now we barely have sex at all. Maybe once in three or four months.
I tried, but after some time any sexual attraction to women vanished. My wife is such a nice person. Our marriage is based on respect and emotions. For this reason, I want to share my story with you because it is different than other stories I read online. I believe this is a story about love, passion, and discovery. Truly, I learned from this story everyone deserves to be happy, eventually. Although cliche, money does not buy you happiness. Sex gets you a little closer but, being honest with yourself will open a world few will ever explore.
My wife and I live in a trendy part of town where apartments rarely become available. Suddenly, one apartment comes up for rent. The lucky new tenant just happened to be a cute guy who keeps mostly to himself. No one knows who he is. He is around twenty-five years old, lives alone and is rather polite. He had a tattoo on his left arm where it says, “I Love All People.” I didn’t know what this meant. I thought that this means he is a friendly guy. I never really thought about it until one weekend where he knocked on our door.
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Our new neighbor introduced himself as Daniel. He then asked if will be trouble if he throws a party? He invited several friends but promised they will not make much noise. Daniel was really handsome, and I could not keep my eyes off him. I never felt anything similar to this before, and I was perplexed. He was younger than me, but I thought that we could be terrific friends. So, one day, I decided to borrow some coffee from him. This was just an excuse because I wanted to see how his apartment looks and if he tidy or not.
I knocked on the door, but Daniel did not answer. I tried to open the door and it was open. No one was there, and I didn’t want to snoop around, but I did. I took a quick peek and noticed he had very nice and good-looking clothes. Plus one peculiar thing right there on the bed, handcuffs. I thought that probably he has a kinky sex life and that he likes his ladies (or men) handcuffed. Daniel was very handsome and must go to the gym regularly. I noticed him once or twice with a gym bag.
From the first day when I was watching him, I was very attracted to him. I didn’t know why, but I was attracted by his nature. This was confusing to me, and I wanted to talk with him to check if he is sexy as I think he is. One day, I helped him to move some chairs to his apartment, and I wanted to get to know him. I asked him who he is and what he does for a living. Where he works and similar things.
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Daniel told me he doesn’t work, as he inherited some money. He doesn’t need to work. He enjoys life to the fullest, and we talked until it was late at night. We talked about lots of things, and we talked about sex when the sun came down. I stood in front of him, and I asked him does he prefer men or women. He touched my lips, and I did not defend myself. The kiss lasted for a while, and I was so shocked I couldn’t move. I was so impressed with this kiss, I never felt anything like this before.
The kiss was such a turn on for me, and I never felt something like this with a woman. I wanted a kiss to last, but he stepped back, and he asked me; “What do you think?” I walked away to my apartment, and I couldn’t sleep all night, I was thinking about him every single second. Perhaps, I was in love for the very first time. My wife wanted to have sex with me, but I just couldn’t. Instead, I went to the bathroom and masturbated pretending Daniel just gave me a hot gay blowjob.
The other night we talked in front of our building. I told him, hello and I asked him how he is doing. I pretended nothing happened last night. He laughed, and he kissed my finger. I thought it was so sexy and my dick was instantly hard. We went inside, and he kissed me on my lips, and he said, “Tonight is the night when you will feel love for the first time. I am waiting for you and you better be there.” I thought what can I tell my wife and how will I manage to get out of our apartment?
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As nighttime fell, I told my wife I needed to get some fresh air. Slowly I pulled out of the bed, dressed only in the shorts. Nervously, I climbed up the floor where his apartment was located. Daniel lay on his bed, naked, waiting for me. I bent over, and I started to suck his cock. He was immediately turned on. I felt so free and liberated. “Put it in, put it in my mouth, I’m crazy about your cock,” I said, and he immediately shoved it into my mouth. He faced fucked me, and when he was about to cum, he pulled out his big cock and came all over my face. Daniel’s facial brought me back to reality as a gay man. I felt so alive.
After all these years, I finally discovered what my problem was concerning sex. Simply, I don’t like women. I am attracted to men, and this means I am gay, not bisexual or pansexual or some other kind of bullshit. Yes, I am definitely gay, and proud of it! I feel like my eyes are fully open after all these years. I can finally say that I know who I am and I will do everything to improve my sex life one way or another. So, after several weeks after realizing who I am in both sexual and emotional way, I had a chance to try something new and exciting with my new neighbor. Daniel’s Gay Blowjob gave me life. Now it’s time to tell my wife!
